Intuition

Will tell you when someone’s actions are ill-motivated

I saw the look of sadness flush over your face last night

The topic was not personal but you took it that way.

Pretended not to be jealous?

So I downplayed the situation

You’ll only sabotage me when your feeling pretty crappy.

I learned the hard way

The less you know, the less leverage you have.

Gifted with so many things and yet I somehow still manage to make you feel better,

When I left feeling crappier.

Belittling my gifts, how do you know what I can afford and what’s a stretch?

Did I tell you ?

I didn’t

How come a surprise guest was there and I wasn’t told

If you wonder why you know so little , it’s bcuz what you have been given, you’ve disrespected

Saying the very thing my sibling says, yet I go unheard.

They say it, and suddenly it’s the right idea.

I see.

I see what you think I don’t.

You think you’ve got the wool on my eyes,

Honey I’ve been peaking

Your tricks won’t work.

Randomly bringing up triggers like you don’t know.

Right.

Stepping on bruises and calling it an accident.

Anytime I have something to say, suddenly you are busy, Distracted

Why have my words been invalidated since I can remember?

I see you have done this any chance you have.

Suddenly the subject gets changed, when it’s my turn to talk

What is this bull shit?

Why do I see it now, when you’ve played me dirty this way since I was a kid?

Following suit the siblings do, unconsciously but no worries

I learned to stay ahead, move in silence

Without silence, my goals will be caught and sabotaged before their birth.

Watch me. I will speak. And I will not be afraid to do it.

Speaking now in fact

I am in silence now

& you know not of this writing

Moves in silence.

Sometimes our biggest discouragers are the ones who saw US before we did.

Traumas and fear cover it all up, but when I see clearly.

I see.

Although I wish I didn’t witness this ugly truth but it is what it is.

What will I do.

Keep moving silently.

Centimeter by centimeter, mile by mile.

Manifesting life, means shutting anyone out who doesn’t get it.

It’s my vision

It’s my purpose.

I stay quiet

Funny you think I’m broken, crawling still

But I been up a few months now.

Silence.

Feels good in the silence.

You find clarity for life

Peoples truths begin to reveal themselves

If my mouth is a weapon, then allow it to bring

Significance in my silence.

Allow the silence now, to speak for the volumes had

When I arrive, I’ll have already arrived.

Because intuition found me in my silence

That’s right, the silence that all wish I had stayed under.

When I made that first move in silence, it should have showed you.

That’s ok.

I don’t mind, bcuz I know my come up will put you to shame

Intuition

Yo siempre voy a saber.

My Motto.

And I do end up knowing.

I only keep it in silence until it’s too late for you to sabotage the idea.

When the idea has long been completed and tasked

You will continue to barely find out.

Why

Bcuz I see what I wasn’t meant to see

Now I see that which cannot be unseen.

I was shown the truth, so that it might set me free

God will always protect me, and protect me, He has.

Having seen, you think I didn’t pray for it to be revealed?

Pray boo pray.

God showed me

And I see.

God is my ever present help in need,

When I’m blinded by clouds,

He will be my flashlight.

Verbalize it, don’t share it.

I wish I could tell you-

I’m used to this.

I don’t try to remember,

I try to forget

Yet still,

Flashes before me in physical form

Or repeated action in present time.

But you are you and I am me.

I love you regardless, that changes nothing.

I’d rather not know what hasn’t been said.

It’s no longer significant in this new season.

I am done judging what was and what still is.

It isn’t your purpose to break generational curses.

It is mine.

For this reason, I stand against constant indifference from my own.

From which I came from.

Sometimes it feels like you think there’s a battle of competition,

How is my dessert always, just not good?

Is it because you didn’t make it?

I love your food, but why can’t I do something good too?

It’d be your win too, I am your DNA.

Why is it that you were too busy for the wedding of your firstborn?

Why instead of congratulations, I heard back ground noise from another birdie.

(They chirp REAL loud)

What I heard was “what? Married?”

As if I beat you to it?

Or as if you never thought I’d be married?

Regardless, why weren’t you happy for me?

I eloped so I wouldn’t be heartbroken by who didn’t show.

I don’t understand a lot of things,

But I will say I can see clearer everyday.

New years eve I attempted to begin something new with you

As confirmation, you canceled

Too tired to sit in a car with us.

What is going on?

I don’t want to know.

It’s all your choice and I have one goal

Be happy.

It means withdraw from the public-share-bucket up for grabs

For anyone to Pictionary an episode up

Of MY life.

Meant for big things, you know, but, no support like someone who is.

Let me put the proof in the bucket with some action

Nay sayers revealed,

you’re one and it’s ok.

My fuel, Gas me up

Thank you for the role you play in this life.

I’m moving forward anyway

I know indifference is because I’m the curse breaker.

I got a mission.

No one expects great things to rise from the bed of ashes they helped create.

Wise as an owl, rising in silence, moves not known until it’s history.

Always known as an oversharer,

They never saw that one coming.

A secret move caused heaven to react

A curse broken and it was too late to be hindered.

Words of doubt and fear cast upon me.

I’m the light that came from the flames,

Strength inside my marrow

Past built

It’s okay to expect nothing from me,

That’s a great setting for an epic reveal.

Things I’ll never share, but it’s verbalized so I am free

No longer having power over me

It’s in the light now.

Chains broken in silence move heaven and earth.

That’s my assignment.